

Cover of book.
When I was a child of about 5 years, Josef Mengele was electroshocking us. The cages were 3 stacked high around the perimeter of the room. There was another little boy in the cage next to me. He said something and I responded, "we will be lucky when we are dead." I remember thinking to myself, "Let go, it is hurting me more now to go through this, than it will hurt my grandparen

Back Cover.
Josef Mengele had a bunch of us children in a fenced in area in the woods. He came into the gate and had a daisy in his hand. He plucked one petal and said "he loves me". Then Joe plucked another petal and said, "he loves me not". He repeated this until he ran out of petals. The last petal landed on "he loves me not" and Joe was looking at me. He walked to me but last step turned

Map of my mind I drawn in 2020. This one makes sense. Each rectangle underneath the Project and across from the required skill set contain trigger words that would summon forth a Tier of Alters. There was never only 1 Alter forward. I was programmed 313, meaning 3 Alters forward at one time with 13 levels deep of skills. YHUH healed me from DID. The 169 Alters are gone as I am healed and one whol

My Alters drew this in 2016 when they remembered 1 of the programmers from the DUMBs, Douglas Riggs. He had a black briefcase filled with my Programs, Skills, Trigger Words, Assignments & Missions, entire History, etc. I met him 2019 and handed Riggs this drawing. Not only did I remember him from the DUMBs but I knew I would see him again and that's why I made this drawing.

Blairsden Mansion seen from Ravine Road on the lake side. The programmer tricked a boy and dog into the cage and lowered it into the Lake. This is drawn from memory.

Inside Blairsden mansion this is what I remember it looked like. A hood was taken off of my head once I was brought inside. The adults gave the kids drugs and had an orgy. The programmer brought me away from the mansion and down by the lake to help him with a cage.
In this drawing, these are some of the children I came back for that one night after the programmer had brought me home. The mansion was only a couple miles away from my house. More details provided in autobiography.

We were kept outside in cages and electrocuted. I remember telling the other children to "keep your toes and fingers spread a part. Do not touch anything. Try to keep as much air in your lungs as possible."
If we touched anything our digits would melt together. I am not sure where I was for this memory.

I remember a programmer with blonde/gray hair electrocuting me and experimenting on me. He had the knobs turned all the way up. This programmer from Montauk is still alive so I won't say his name.

I was programmed with harmonics and trained with dolphins. It may sound strange but I was trying to draw sound.

Josef Mengele electrocuting and killing the kids in the center of the room in front of us. The cages were 3 stacked high with one kid in each cage. He was using different torture tools and chanting strange things. Every kid was murdered in that room except for me and the other little boy. The kids looked to be between the ages of 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 years old.

Montauk and the Sage Radar. This is what I remember it looking like when we tried to escape but the lab coats captured us.

Inside Montauk. The cages were 3 stacked high. They were not metal cages but rather closed in with only a peep hole to look out. This is when I tricked a white lab coat with another boy. We grabbed the other children and tried to escape out the tunnels. Sadly, the lab coats caught us outside in the parking lot.

When I was about 5, they had me in an above ground government facility in Nelson Canada. We were being transported above ground when ambushed by Majestic12. A gun fight commenced with the white lab coats shooting back at the enemy but also killing us children so we could not be rescued. They did not want to lose us to the other faction of the government who wanted us. When Majestic 12 rescued us we were not brought home to our families but rather turned over and continued through other MKUltra Projects lead by the new faction.

Skinner boxes and playpens filled with different kinds of animals during MKUltra Programming.

Five to ten kids in each cage and we were being electrocuted. The children left alive were programmed. There were shapeshifters from Queen Elizabeth's Klan. In my autobiography I explain what happens behind the half wall with glass. My memories are fragmented and my pictures are drawn to the best of my ability.

In the DUMBs, the witch cut open her chest, cut off a piece of her heart and ate it. There were babies and other hybrids kept in jars on the shelves. The babies in the jar were aware and viewing the atrocities going on in the Military Laboratory. I was tied in a chair. They injected me with black goo. I fought the darkness to hold on and stay alive. One of two things happens when a human being is injected with black goo, also known as, Annunaki DNA, death or complete insanity with brains completely burnt and fried.

When I was deprogramming from MKUltra my Alters were looking up different languages and writing in them. This is Holly Baglio in Egyptian. The words, gong, boom, ain, choom were sounds echoing in my head.

They trafficked me on a commercial airliner. There was a fake passport made for me named, Lori Renauld Schultz, 10.13.1975. My actual birthday is 9.12.1974. This is the man's office inside of Buckingham Palace. He was responsible for my torture and transporting me from America to the United Kingdom.

The man and woman tortured us children in Buckingham Palace Dungeons. They fed us drugs in the food. We were beaten. It is hard to remember the torture because my Alters stepped in to handle it for me. Also, I would leave my body to escape.
There was another little girl chained in the Dungeons next to me. I kept asking her questions. She was helping me to understand what they were doing to us. I could not fathom it and went through severe denial. I was under the age of 10.

SSP; Secret Space Program.
I was in the hospital part of the Swastika shaped building on the Moon. There was a coke machine next to my room. I walked out of my hospital room and could see outside the window. I fainted due to the alien species being horrifying and hideous to look at. A nurse helped me off the floor and back into my hospital room. This is when they told me clones were made of me so no one on Earth would know I was gone.

This is a screenshot of a larger drawing named, Universe.
The Mirrors represent advanced technology used to alter the skies and block out what they don't want us to see. The Moon is depicted in blue with a Swastika on it and the triangle symbolizes the lies taught to me in the SSP aka Secret Space Program. The Swastika is a building and the Moon is a dimension. The Moon that we see in the sky at night is not a physical object to land an air craft on but rather a luminary that gives off its light.

My Black Ops Team was sent on a mission into the Jungle to get rid of entities (an alien/predator looking thing) that do not belong on Earth. As Super Soldiers we had morphing abilities and super human strengths. I was the defensive support for my partner the other Super Soldier who was the offensive force. We were actively pursuing the entity.
The other Soldier and I leaped out of the hummer, morphed, ran up the tree, and began pursuit of the enemy. A third Soldier stayed in the vehicle tracking us on radar and computer equipment.

I was sent on a mission in Peru. The pyramids and temples are still used and sacrifices are still made upon them. One day me and another Soldier were driving. I ended up getting the hummer stuck on the side of a mountain. We got laughing so hard. I told the other soldier, "Leave it there, we're the government, let them clean it up." We walked down to the water and basked in the sun on the beach trying to take a moment to relax.

Two Black Operations Teams were sent to Mars. The ground was rocky and shardy. The sky was dark. The mountains towered above us larger than Earth's mountains. We were searching for Dolphins as we needed their sonar to heal our bodies and get back home. I kept holding my ear to the steep cliff sides listening for water. When I found the Dolphins I signaled over to my Team Leader who was on the other Black Ops Team.

Deprogramming from MKUltra. My 169 Alters were looking up other languages. They liked Sumerian, Egyptian, Persian and many others.

During deprogramming my Alters drew the Hindu Karma Wheel. Some were autistic so they used what they could to communicate. Some could not speak but they could draw what they remembered. The dots on the Wheel are areas of me and my life that had been damaged due to the satanic rituals and sacrifices that I was exposed to in the MKUltra Projects. They tore my body, soul, and mind apart. The other symbols along the outside of the wheel indicate strengths and experiences that affected me.

The enemy threw another Super Soldier and me out of an airplane. When we died we walked down a long tunnel that connects the Earth to the 3rd Heaven where YHUH on the Throne lives. It is a tunnel for the saints to travel as the 2nd Heaven is littered with demons and fallen entities. The 2nd Heaven also where the Stars and Planets reside. We both met YHUH and YAHUSHA. Heavenly ABBA YHUH spoke to the other Soldier about his life. Then YHUH turned to me and told me that one day I would marry HIM and it would bring an end to all the warring I was stuck fighting in as a Soldier. My first reaction was to deny wanting to get married but then I asked HIM, "Why do not we get married now?" HE responded "Now is not the time yet." As we exited down the tunnel, I leaned over and paused stopping the other Soldier to say, “Oh wow, do you know who that was? That was the Creator of everything. HE said we are going to get married. HE is the Creator of everything!” The other Soldier and I were brought back to life on the floor of the jungle. The warring continued, as we did not have a choice. I was in my early 20s if my memory serves me.
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